"OO night ended"

This is all OO finalist 2010

and

all is my zaizai n luilui

finally the event ended dy one week

wat i can say

i reli reli

MISS U ALL

i feel uncomfortable without u all

without training

i feel so lonely

the feeling look like lost my important family

reli reli sad

damn emo without all of u

cannot c u all dance anymore

cannot c u all sing anymore

cannot always chat with u all anymore

cannot always be with u all anymore

and

more

more

tat type of feeling cannot descibe

bcz tis two month

u all always be my side

i thought after OO i will not cry anymore

but

i cry more after OO night

cant stop missing u all

every moment

especially the MV that samson make

everytimes i c it

i will cry

wat u all did tat night

11/07/2010

reli fanstatic and awesome

be confindent wat u all did at that night

bcz not every people can do wat u all do

i think we dy prove that

u all is the best

every audience also saw that

wat u all perform tat night

i love u all

i hope tat our family bond

wont so easy break

bcz we all are OO family

i would like to thank all the committe and crew

of OO night 2010

to make the night

so awesome

thank all of your hardwork n effort in tis event

i apprietiate it alot=)

i will always MISS u all

hope we will always together

no matter wat happen

we still are OO family

i Love u guys

我回来了=）

最近接了OO night 这个event

这真的是我最后一个event了

因为我要专注读我的advanced diploma了

而且真的很累

我当上了finalist Coordinator这个职位

其实我的责任就是像妈妈一样

照顾我每一个孩子

也就是OO finalists

其实这个职位不好当

有时真的觉得很压力

因为

我要照顾我的学业

放学后

还要留到十一点多看着finalists练习

其实我知道大家有大家的压力

可是当这一切发生后

我其实真的是接受不了

我们之前也发生了很多争吵

因为大家的想法都不同

我承认我很爱哭

可是拿了这个职位后

我更爱哭了

常常都是因为自己的压力

接受不了

而崩溃

给孩子们的话:

其实你们知道吗？

每次看到你们被骂的时候

我真的心很痛

可是我却什么都做不到的时候

我比你们每个更伤心

我更压力

我想你们变进步

可是我觉得骂你们根本不是一个可以解决问题的方法

所以我想用更好的办法让你们进步

可是我却什么都做不到

只能看着你们被骂

甚至有一次

我逃避来看你们training

我真的真的

不想看到你们被骂了

其实他们骂你们也有他们的理由

他们个个都想让你们变进步

所以他们每个都是为了你们好

不管外面他们说多少关于你们不好的话

我都会跟他们吵

因为他们根本不了解你们

他们根本看不到你们的努力

所以他们没有资格批评你们

因为

我们每个OO commitee都相信你们

所以你们一定要加油

我们所有的努力

就全部托付在你们的身上

不要辜负我们的努力

也不要辜负你们自己的努力

因为我真的知道你们都很辛苦

很累

我也是

像你们一样

我会尽我所有的能力

保护你们的

虽然我可能什么都做不好

可是我会尽我所有的力量

做到最好

你们也可以吧

爱你们的妈妈=)

加油

不要放弃

因为你们是我的星光^^

Encore Night 2010

yeah!!

finally fInish eNcore event

sInce i been so tIred tis two week

finally we finished the night

successful

and

completely

bT

i sIck dy after tat night

maybe Is too tired

><"

soMemore look like "shui Zhong"

if i not enough slp

tOday go vIsit my daddy

and go acc him

bcz he say veRy boring

he Is in Assunta Hospital at PJ

Chian boyfren (KArheng) fetch me go there

Around 9pm i bck Home

weDnesday my dad going for operation

Hope he wilL good bck soon

Daddy wilL good bck d

mUackxx

Encore photo wilL upload soon

and deTail about encore i will post soon

bCz today reli not feeling welL

tAke care all my fren=)

and thx who wIsh my dad will good bck soon

i Love u all^^

Daddy-u wilL fine soon!

Daddy

u wilL fIne soon

fAst fast good bck

Gambateh!!

2days noe fRom my cOusin that

my daddy at HospitaL

my daddy sIck le

although my daddy aLways like to "ngam" me

i dun like he "ngam" me

although if at Kuantan

one day i oSo didnt talk to my daddy more than 10 sentences

bT

in mY heArt

Daddy u r aLways here

When i get ur news

i reli feel very sad

daddy u MUst take care ur health

u wilL be fine d

Next wedneSday i will come bCk c u le

i hope i wont Cry

i pRay for u my daddy

n my pArent n fren

u wilL stay healthy d

TaKe cAre

After Graduated><"

wAt am i gOing to do after graduated><"

advanced???

degree??

or tAke a lOve d design

i reLi dono hw do i chOose

n waT should i do

i scAre i will choose wrong

reli d

bT i scAre if i go for deSign

wat the point i think dipLoma in Business

aIks

i dono hw

n if i chooSe design

i wilL have a new life

noT like in the college

i Damn scAre to choose

when i tHink aBout it

i aLways cant get a reaL decision

bT the Time almost reach

leFt 5 week ny

and

i Need money for sTudy

Mommy~~~~~

suddenly Miss u alot

aiks

bT i reli dun wan so fast Come out to work

i wan sTudy more

TT

wAt should i do????><"

A day of finDIng JOb^^

"i Need JOb i Need Money"

Today going ouT wif shanshan to find job

Today going oUt aLso bcz of shanshan d fren from jb come kl to ply

so she need to go Pudu find her fren

so i Juz wait at Times Squares to wait her bck

i juz walk around to c whether got job ano

Many shop wan to vacancy bt look like i m noT interested

fInally i saw GSC wan to interview new staff

so we maybe will decides to go for the interview

it look like interesting selling ticket in GSC

wakakakax

tOday use alot of money

Buy i lot of thing

"let u alL take a look"

Ah YUan d Birthday Present~buy From me n Kaixin=)

MY new penciL box~my oLd one spoil dy~=(

i Buy two niCe eGG tArt~v niCe~bUy at low yAt~haha

i aLso buy a new umbrella ~bT didnt take pHoto of it~=)

it very uSefull~bcz today jUz rain~hee

i hOpe can faster get a JOb~bcz i reli need money to buY a new laptop

"Apple- MAc laptop"

wAit me!i wilL come buy u!!haha

我来了=)

好久好久没有update我的部落格了
因为开始懒惰写了
哈哈

现在开始新的semesta了
也是最后一个sem了
很快就要毕业了
就见不到朋友们了
所以要好好珍惜这些时间

最近忙着一个event
就是 "ENCORE"
它算是个才艺比赛
14 March 2010 就是actual night了
真的过的好快
如果大家有时间的话
可以来支持支持
^^

到时东于哲是表演嘉宾哦
（不知道有没有写错名字）
哈哈
怎样都好
大家来支持 ENCORE
就是对我的支持
^^

1.01.2010

我好久都没有写blog了
突然今天想写一下
2010年1月1号发生的事情

这一天
发生了我不能接受的事情
我真的很受伤
因为我根本不能想象那天发生的事情

不是说想责怪谁
因为我们都是受害者

如果不是那个玻璃杯
我们就不会这样

我不该去的

可是你一定要相信我
我不可能会做出对不起你的事情
我和你都几十年的朋友了
难道你真的不知道我心里想什么吗？

我的性格
你应该最了解
因为我绝对
不会做
对不起你的事

我曾经告诉你
我已经有喜欢的人了
我只会喜欢他

可是
我还是想说
对不起

真的对不起
你对我来说
是很重要的朋友

我不想失去你

我爱你们~